Tuesday, February 6, 2007

The Beautiful Banshee (3 of 13 demons)

She is the one that makes it hard for me to find one lover. She is the one that reminds me there’s always others. Bringing to me such sexy fantasies, and another reasons for me to look past whatever it is I have. She keeps telling me that she’ll be always there and she’ll sing for me when I die. Not necessarily evil because there are times when she does me good. Chasing certain the women away that could only ruin my days. She’s the beautiful banshee dancing in the air and shit, “carrying on”. Sometimes she’s my savior and sometimes she brings me hell. She’s the one that brought that small eyed devil to me, the one that’s hurting me. But she also brought me some sexy angles to provide memories that I can use to fight the little short devil. The banshee knows my lust, my love and in the end, I believe, she will want my heart for her self. She is just trying to find away to get into a human form, but it’s her love for me that leaves me torn. The Loneliness I awake in is all due to her jealously. She loves the hell out of me. So until the one day when she finds her way in to the heart of a female host, i'll just have to roast. But like I said sometimes she’ll bring me sexy angles just to keep me going until she can get to me.
She doesn’t mean to hurt me, but most of the time she does.

The Laughing Dog ! ( 2 of 13 demons )

Not like the hyena, but this thing laughs like a man. This dog is old and its blood is cold and it intends to be there every single time I fail or fall, and maybe of all my demons this is the worst of them all. You see, it finds a way to stop things from going my way. When I’m smiling too much, it jumps up to slap my face. Wicked little thing, that’s sit in the corner, inspecting my every dream. Its here making sure the sins of the father are always following the child. Cutting me down is the comedy that it enjoys. Playing with me, as thou I’m its personal toy. And it’s been here fucking with me since I was a little boy. This old dog learns new tricks. Always find another way to make my heart sick. I can hear it now busting out laughing. Trashing my reputation, creating some more bullshit ass obstacles for me to jump over, it’s never over, coming back over and over. It waits until I get to the edge and tries to push me over. But I never give in to this thing. Every single time the laughing dog stands in my light. We just have to fight!

The Small Eyed Devil ( 1 of 13 demons)

She's a short, small eyed, devious devil and she’s mocking me. She sits in the center of my heart, just hurting me. The demon that’s ashamed of me. Memories of her are haunting me. Standing over me with a pitch fork, and “shit” and accusing me of all types of shit. When I try to run way and forget her name. It’s like she come back to life bring more pain. I’ve never seen a demon that had so much vanity. I spend days trying to pray this monster away, but is my faith stronger than what I face as she is haunting me. She is a small eyed, short and evil devil, an enemy, that’s filling my heart full of hate. But her conceited ass will not last, because everyday I will pray her away.

As the She Devils plot

Yeah and she devils are so sexy.

They be flashing there bodies and shit.

Temptress, what a hot ass vixen,

Begging me to listen to what she has to say,

And what she is saying sounds sweet to me.

But they aint no damn good “no”


They try to get me to play some interesting games.

Oh and I played the games, yeah,

Even thou at the end of the game they always leave me in pain.

They aint no damn good “no”


I use to, could never tell them no and they knew it.

They would show such a temping smile.

There tight clothes stretched over there sexy asses and hips.

There pushed up breast and succulent lips.

You see back then I could not resist.

They keep me on there list.

They aint no damn good “no”


But I grew stronger and started shaking them off.

Them hot ass legs, just aint enough no more.

I don’t break even when they shake there booty down to the floor.

“No, No, No”

They aint no damn good “no”


I am no longer weak to that game.

No more pain or so I thought.

Wait a minute now. Those damn she devils at it again.

So I see she has zipped up here pants and I be damn She taken and intelligent stand.

Oh god they are not just attracting my eyes, now they realize that shit aint working,

There vixens are digging in my mind, trying to find the intellectual lust that make me tick

What a fucking Trick. She’s playing my intelligents to get to my dick.

I can fight this, fuck it I quit. These evil ass bitches are just the shit!

They aint no damn good “no”

“No, no, no”

posted by Chaka AKA Digi Ru at 7:36

What I Want

Quick hands
never shaking
unbroken will of personal desire
I told you I want
and from this shall I flex my will
I am exactly what my Greed has to offer
the old saying was you are what you eat
I sit to a plate of desire and consume this as you do meat

Resolution

Listening to what these leeches have to say
about nightmares in the middle of the day
all drained of blood as parasites show love
some ghost I found like to dance
one holds my soul in her hands
have you ever been kissed by the damned
touch me and you’ll know who I am
reaching up like a zombie escaping a grave
hell hath be raised, well before I was born
all torn apart
this darkened heart
rips it’s last beat
come back to feed
looking for those that bleed
indeed
I concede
and so give over to these enemies
my last breath
and forever shall I be held speechless
and dance with the Ghost that loves me
and listen to these leeches